My week was to say the least hectic. I always seem busy no matter how hard I try not to be. I’m always at work, always doing homework, and always trying to make time for friends. I know people say college is amazing, it is better than high school, but they need to work full time and also be a full time student. It’s not impossible I know and I’m sure theirs things I could do so I wasn’t so busy. I could try to cut out some work time, I don’t need to work full time I just do it for the money. I know a lot of people have it worse than I do don’t get me wrong. I couldn’t do what a lot of people do with raising children, running a house, and going to school I have a lot of respect for those people.
The only thing that keeps me sane is that I spend time with my girlfriend about once a week. It’s not much time but I love it. We don’t get a lot of time together but the time we do have, it’s amazing. I can’t get enough of her, we randomly met at a tennis in October. Since then we’ve been through a lot together. I was with her when her grandma died, that was really hard for her and it just happened. Her grandma was one of her best friends she told her everything. That was a time where I wanted to be with her more but she understood that I’m busy with work and school and she told me just to be there for the funeral if I could. We seem to understand each other really well, we are both young but we’ve been through a lot. I know that some couples are together for years and they’re happy still but that honey moon phase fades. I’m hoping ours lasts for a long time because I don’t want it to fade. I know it will but while we have it I want it to stay that way.
I know I complain a lot but I’m really thankful for all I have, I could be a lot worse off. I have a family who loves me and a great job. Some people don’t even have a job right now, and they’re trying to support a family. I’m also in college to better my future and my families future. I want to be able to provide for them and enjoy the time we have together. Working full time might be a pain but at least I know I’ll be able to support myself when it’s time to adventure off into the real world. I just want to stay young for a little longer. What with everything that we go through nowadays it seems like kids don’t get to enjoy the years they have. We are going through a rough time in Americas history but we will get through stronger and closer then ever.
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